I feel like I’m at war with my body, but I lose every time. I don’t sleep anymore. I am frustrated with this condition. After three hours of attempting to sleep, I broke down. I literally cannot remember the last time I have slept for more than four hours. I’m lucky if I even sleep for three hours.
Too many emotions, and my body is constantly racing. It does not rest. I am tired, but I cannot sleep. Once again, my breathing is abnormal and I cannot help but to feel anxious about absolutely nothing! I don’t understand how anyone can live with thyroid disease. It is so stressful and sometimes I go into deep depression.
However, I can only pour out my emotions to God and believe it will get better. I believe this is only temporary.