I Hope You Don’t Mind.

Before I sleep, I hope you don’t mind me saying a few words. I will try to keep it short, but my mind is racing at full speed and the drummers from my heart are sounding off their alarms.

I hope you don’t mind me being around. It is my plan to stay. I cannot imagine being without you, for I have already became attached.

I hope you don’t mind the days that I am not my best. When I am not the loving and caring person that I am, I can be confusing, emotional, difficult,  and feisty. Keep in mind that we are made to be loved. Hold me through my best and tough times.

I hope you don’t mind the shield that I put up to protect your heart. I don’t ever want it injured and I will do my best to heal it if it ever becomes wounded.

I hope you don’t mind my shoulder and the open arms I leave for you when you need to feel safe. I want you to know that it is okay to feel weak, I will be right here to help you back up. For the tears you shed, I will give you triple the smiles to make it up.

I hope you don’t mind when I greet you in the morning with a kiss. You are the sunshine that awakens my day and the stars that brighten my night.

I hope you don’t mind the support I give you. I will be your fan through rain or shine. I will shower you with encouragement. You will never have to worry about making decisions alone, I am always here.

I hope you don’t mind the silence whenever I am around you. The butterflies inside of me pains me when I see you. My mind and my heart go out of control and I cannot keep up with the beat of my heart. How can it slow down when you’re irresistible?

I hope you don’t mind blushing when I say you are beautiful inside and out. I enjoy learning about and being around you. Aside from getting lost in your eyes, I feel safe and sound in your arms.

I hope you don’t mind when I say you complete me. You fit perfectly in my world. I believe everything happens for a reason, you are my reason.

I hope you don’t mind the flowers that bloom in the spring and as they’re being beat from the rain. The endless sun from the summer, the leaf changes in the fall, and the white winters. Throughout each season, I want to enjoy the beauty life brings with you.

I hope you won’t mind the jealously that I will feel, even if I don’t show it. It amaze me anyone like you could care for someone like me. With the kind heart that I carry, it shouldn’t be a surprise. But, it brings horror to the mind and fear to my heart because everyone I loved walked away.

I hope you don’t mind the fights or slight differences that we will have. As long as we don’t carry a heavy heart to bed and we can put it all aside nothing will tear us apart.

I hope you don’t mind the distance between us. It won’t be easy, but no amount of distance should keep us away. As I’ve mentioned before, everything happens for a reason. Distance makes the heart grow fonder.

I hope you don’t mind the feelings that I feel for you. It scares me, but I will allow them to guide me. I hope you learn to trust it in due time, for life is about taking risks. You will only feel alive once you have taken the chance to love and feel loved again.

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